Not ANY MORE....#$%#*&^

I used to be calm,
... used to be cool,
... used to be generous.

Then .....the ignorants,

They took advantage of that,
Thinking, I'll be always like that.
The facts, that I cant forget like that.

Now ..... I pretend

I'm little bit insecure,
... little unconfident,
... and a little bit, 'not any more'

Now .... I say "@#$%^&"