Fruits

I just took a couple of photos of fruits that where kept in a fruit shop. I find these bit colourful and you know, i couldn't resist taking pictures of it.

Fruit flowers

The eater is too different from the designer. when u have the appetite you cant design. Here is the proof. Some snaps from the day i ate that much fruit that you cant even imagine. And please note the point i was the designer here :D And one more thing .. these all are entirely an ISO 9001 certified - personally tasted and tested Engineering product. - yeah i mean it i have checked personally, taking samples from all fruits that used in this :P

 

And here goes another product from the same event. My own special fruit Mix Cream salad. I really got some time to do testing my engineering skills on fruits.. lol poor EATERS. but i didnt got any complaint yet ;)

Todays lesson

As we all know, People start blogging for some reason. People quit blogging when they feel the blogging is something like a burden to them. I am good listener and dont usually talk too much. Now a days i miss a real good friend. you know the chit chat... just open up thing. :) and when i feel bit depressed and when i feel like i want to talk to someone. I open this blog. I know its weird and stupid thing to do.

And todays reason

Today i was sitting alone for more than 5 hours with a blank mind. Today, practically saying, i have nothing to do. I dont know what just happened to me. I woke up a little late, 9 o'clock, and freshened up and had the break fast. Pulled the chair near the window and decided to take some rest for few minutes. The thing is that i have an appointment 5 o clock and virtually i have nothing to do rest of the day. So bored and feeling restless. I sat there in the chair kept my legs on the grills of the window. Just after few minutes i was thinking about my old days..

I didnt knew the time passing. When i took my mobile to check the time as i was hungry, it was around 3 on the clock. I dont know what i was thinking or what i was starring at. The time just flew away. i sat there at around 10 o'clock. i am hundred percent sure that i didnt close my eyes. I was alive and awake.. but mind went blank.

But rest of the day i was feeling happy. Totally happy.  And I ate a lot this evening. I smiled to everyone who looked at me. God only knows what they would have thought about me. :) . even now i am happy and smiling and feel so free like that sky i saw in morning. i dont know why i am still sooo happy. :)  hi hi hi .... God ! am i out of my mind ???

Are you listening?

Time must be healing my broken heart, as I now know this... Your opinions of me were wrong - I am not that bad. My opinions of you were wrong, too - you weren't all that great. Never over-estimate pain. Whenever someone speaks to me of their pain, I want to say, "yeah, and so....?", but of course I don't. I can hear, i love talking people, i love to listen. I mean, why take away their only joy? God made our arms just long enough to embrace ourselves: you have to try it - nobody's watching, and even if someone is watching, why the heck you care? but still u don't think what i'm in to, What exactly i need. Can you just look into my eyes for a minute? You don't even have to speak any words of condolence.

I make contradictory statements when I am stressed. Just think about the feelings and the responsibilities an average working guy had to bear. Negative feelings are nocturnal animals. They only dwell in the darkest of places. If you make my world more darker, of-course....

It's not the days, the hours, the minutes, nor the seconds that count. It's man's actions and reactions to them that make or break his life's journey. You can trust me on this word, "I wont give up my pride for any reason, coz, now .. Its all I got."

All I wanted to do is to exchange this life for something new, holding on to what i havn't got

I know what it take to move on. I have never known what i have said. I am living in the at the mercy of the pain and the fear. I cant offer a life the you dream. I know how it feels to lie. I know how it feels to he truth. My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead, picking up those pieces, now where to begin. The hardest part of ending is starting again.