Time must be healing my broken heart, as I now know this... Your opinions of me were wrong - I am not that bad. My opinions of you were wrong, too - you weren't all that great. Never over-estimate pain. Whenever someone speaks to me of their pain, I want to say, "yeah, and so....?", but of course I don't. I can hear, i love talking people, i love to listen. I mean, why take away their only joy? God made our arms just long enough to embrace ourselves: you have to try it - nobody's watching, and even if someone is watching, why the heck you care? but still u don't think what i'm in to, What exactly i need. Can you just look into my eyes for a minute? You don't even have to speak any words of condolence.
I make contradictory statements when I am stressed. Just think about the feelings and the responsibilities an average working guy had to bear. Negative feelings are nocturnal animals. They only dwell in the darkest of places. If you make my world more darker, of-course....
It's not the days, the hours, the minutes, nor the seconds that count. It's man's actions and reactions to them that make or break his life's journey. You can trust me on this word, "I wont give up my pride for any reason, coz, now .. Its all I got."
All I wanted to do is to exchange this life for something new, holding on to what i havn't got
I know what it take to move on. I have never known what i have said. I am living in the at the mercy of the pain and the fear. I cant offer a life the you dream. I know how it feels to lie. I know how it feels to he truth. My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead, picking up those pieces, now where to begin. The hardest part of ending is starting again.